October 2009
1 post
birthday celebratory update
my long awaited once in a lifetime 21st.
over.
:)
but still the memories leave me smiling.
my friends, classmates, colleagues.
THANK YOU ALL.
although most prob wont see this update. i really appreciate all of them.
:) memorable 21st i must say.
and now!!
since i have my own camera, will be able to upload much more photos i guess! :)
July 2009
2 posts
after thoughts of reading syl's blog.
YEA YEA.
lol. I DO READ SYL’s BLOG from time to time. or rather. his tagboard is more interesting. coz a whole load of ppl like to come and tag. positive, negative. ALOT.
anyway.
as i was reading the tagboard.
one thing came to my mind.
WHY DO THE CHURCHIES KEEP ON TELLING US TO LET GO?
WE DO DESERVE THE RIGHT TO SPEAK UP FOR THE INJUSTICE WE SEE YOU KNOW.
by keeping quiet and...
need time away from all the drama
like syl said.
too much drama is not good.
i need to get out.
no more drama please.
no moreee.
June 2009
1 post
back from phuket! + mindless stuff going through...
im back from phuket. good trip. big things small things many things :P
oh well.
watched the show at the palace of elephants.
saw a VERY NICE ELEPHANT SHOW. was telling tim, yea, very nice right! but surely. kena tortured like shit to train or something one.
poor poor elephants.
one day might just trample and kill everyone out of hatred. :x
ohh well.
those 2 stupid taggers. reading their...
April 2009
7 posts
this post is lovingly created for binghao. whoever...
binghao oh binghao.
you and your narrow-mindedness.
oh well. i cant possibly DEDICATE a whole bloody blog 2 u, but i will dedicate a post 2 u.
anyway. we left not because of cliques. (that would be quite childish) like u noticed. we had our cliques. we didnt NEED their cliques to love us. but we left coz we saw the inequaliity in the systems. and everything else that wasnt right.
maybe not...
the hypocrisy almost killed me.
leaders that pretend to care.
leaders that act like they bother.
i dont see the point.
the facade will break sooner or later.
your members will see sooner or later.
so many leaders, oh-so-fake. i wish i could name them. maybe i will soon.
so much dirt to dig up, so much dirty laundry to air.
sometimes, the leaders are the dirtiest of them all.
a place of love? a place we didnt find.
when i walked into that church.
i saw alot of masked people.
fake HIS! exchanged. fake HUGS. how many truly loved one another.
i guess everyone was just trying to cover up their dirty laundry with a big fat mask.
i dont have a very good bible knowledge like syl, but i think i know who are real and who are not. and to me, thats enough.
no point having so much knowledge (not pointing at syl)...
work work work i hate some of my colleagues.
colleagues.
you either love them or hate them.
i kinda hate a few tho.
yup. evil bitches sent from hell. hahaha!
oh well. at least im not afraid to voice out my thoughts in front of them now.
after all the BIGGER bitches ive seen in my life.
haha. u know who. the big and fat one.
anti-"all-these-stuff"
anti-“iamsoholyandguesswhat!youarenot.” yes yes, you are holy. OH SO HOLY till we cant take it anymore. no one is perfect, but the way you put it, you are bloody well near perfect. so YES! go hang out with ur bloodyhell near perfect group. us, the UNPERFECTs ones will delve in our imperfect lives. oh. dont come near us please. dont even talk to us. dont taint your perfect lives with...
you. you there. you jacked yourselves.
why?
you set the traps to take yourselves down.
you placed the rules that you trampled upon.
you gave the orders that you did not obey.
dont blame us for not believing in the words you preach.
for your own leaders dont practice it.
we wish you did, for then we wouldnt have lost the fire.
your cold words, your unappreciative gestures, your back-stabbing negative comments, your fake concern,...
you guys are a joke
i cant stand it.
why do they constantly think they are in the right and we are in the wrong.
just because we left.
just because we were unhappy.
just because we VOICED out.
come on man.
open ur eyes.
you’re the joke in our eyes.
keep on stumbling in your darkness. before you decide to see the whole WORLD.
January 2009
6 posts
Father and Son
A little boy comes home from school and tells his father that his homework assignment is to find out the difference between “potentially” and “realistically.” “Easy,” says his father. “First, ask Mom if she’d sleep with the mailman for a million dollars.” The boy runs off, then comes back and says, “She said yes.” “Now go ask your sister the same question,” advises the father. Again the boy...
something to add on.
well. happens that the person who spoke the GREAT LINE in my prev post was the same guy that spoke to me abt how his/her leader only spoke the words, “either you take that out or i dont want to see your face in my cellgroup ever again.” , and those were SUPPOSEDLY words on impulse.
funny how the cellgroup members imitate their leaders right. impulse? more likely upbringing. these...
recently heard.
recently heard abt some HOLY CHURCHIES talking their usual shit.
stuff like, ” either u quit doing that or go find another cell group that meets ur needs”
damn. so this is the love God taught?
wow. im so amazed! the UNCONDITIONAL LOVE?
seriously. i cant help but use the word FUCK on these people.
fuck man. im not even sure we are believing in the same God. seriously. fucking...
Haru Haru - Big Bang
my favourite song.
at least...
its been 4 months!
its been four months since i last touched this blog. amazing (:
haha! horribly unused to everything. (:
but oh well. its still so much better than BLOGSPOT and what not. (:
i love my tumblr.
“Send me the email and I shall think upon you KINDLY *nose movement* when I mark...”
– NAIDU :)
October 2008
5 posts
ten minutes before my birthday.
woo! ten more minutes.
my 20th birthday!
im hitting the 2X mark. :(
kinda sad. but kinda happy too. hahah!
September 2008
5 posts
the curse of the tomyam seafood.
haha. like ailing says. its retribution.
but it did work the second time round.
anyway. she attempted to cook my elbow with tom yam seagood.
boiling tom yam seafood.
then. she proceeded to cook her own feet in tom yam seafood.
:D what joyful colleagues i have.
damnit.
my bro’s lappy’s bluetooth sucks.
i cant send anything from my handphone here.
MADNESS.
there he goes!
another one joins the ranks of our national servicemen.
ha.
there goes our all time bitchy friend!
i wonder how will he survive, but knowing him to be him, he will surely find a way. a slightly gayish way, but still a way. :D
haha! and of course, we wish him all the best.
been 3 days since sen went in. and its weird not seeing him online and hearing him lament about every single thing in...
happy birthday kai and sen :D
abit belated but.
yuppp. happy birthday my two old time buddies. :D
it may not be very long to you all, but its been a long time for me. a long time since i knew u few people, and we’ve stayed buddies since.
conflicts may get between us sometimes. but we sure do move on.
may ur birthdays continue to get even better in years, and i sure hope we stay buddies!
btw. sen, good luck in army...
its been a long time.
yupp.
its been a long time since i updated.
hahaha.
i watched hana yori dango final today!
shit man. damn handsome the shun oguri.
i really think he’s super good looking.
hahaha.
and the rest too. just that. you know. rui’s character. and everything. :D
ohh well ohh well. it had a rather unexpected ending lar. i think…… for hanazawa rui’s face itself on the...
August 2008
15 posts
wall E.
much better than i expected?
i think i really like crazy robots. and those clean freak robots. :D
haha.
work work work.
till i feel so screwed up.
madness.
pt 2
like someone told me today. its obvious when u know someone loves you. and its also damn obvious when u know someone is just faking it. :D
so i guess there’s no point faking it out.
if someone doesnt feel it. there’s no point even if its there. no matter what you wanna believe. you cant.
wondering.
how many friends do you actually have that you know are ur true friends?
not many man.
in fact, so many people who pass by my life are accquaintances. people whom i say hi and bye, people whom may ask how am i without actually wanting to find out.
i confess. im guilty of that too. asking without actually bothering whats the answer. its just the same i guess. what goes around comes around?
but...
ks b'dae.
oh well. 20th. ks’s b’dae.
went to work place, get cake.
go to town. buy present.
go to causeway point. eat, take neoprint, eat cake. go home.
wow.
wonderful day.
haha :D but i had fun tho. coz its my buddy’s b’dae. :D
some stuff just dont change.
pt2.
i dont think i can ever fanthom why the grandmother dotes on her kids so much.
giving her all to them. and where does that get her? a bed next to the toilet? even when u have a study room, but u dont wanna disturb UR DAUGHTER. what the hell.
every single moment of her life. dedicated to taking care of her kids. where does that get her? the kids burning incense hoping she’d die faster?
...
money not enough 2
my gosh. cried like mad. swollen eyes when i exited.
i guess its because my grandmother is very close to my heart, thats why i cannot take it when i see people mistreat their grandparents or elderly parents.
the grandmother was so nice to all her kids, all the way to the end.
yet. where do the kids place her in?
just because she cant control her bladder. u place her in the toilet? sleep and...
watched journey and money not enough 2.
watched journey last thurs.
with colorful and daryl.
hmmmm.
alot of seibok characters in journey.
those kinda where u dont know where they come from and what the heck are they doing.
:D
but still.
im fine with it.
somethings wrong with steph
me: talk about her must eat the tau hway, like frothing at de mouth....
steph: no! talk about her must eat the grass jelly, like vomiting blood.
me: what the. somethings wrong with your blood.
HA. you deserved it. :D
KNS. of course pain lar! knock like as if it was a PINBALL game. and she was the little silver ball.
lol. if only someone stood up and shouted JACKPOT!
there you go. the true tumbler.
the true story of the life of a tumbler
it all starts from here.
me and sen decide go down sit. but before our butts hit the chair.
we hear SCREAMS. kns. seventh month dont anyhow scream scream. HA!
those kinda screams like. a ball rolls down the stairs, and screams as it hits all the sides.
it was the stinky faced girl.
she TUMBLED down the stairs. :D the her guy friend just stood watching, letting strangers help her up. but gela...
tumbler on my tumblr
lol.
witnessed a true tumbler. not a tumblr. but a tumblEr.
background info : at near middle street there, planning to eat tau hway. so we go up to the second storey, but no seats, so the nice auntie told the table that was done : ” eat finish den go liao, let other ppl seat. “
they decide to go off (damn sia xuay alr, kena auntie!) so the 2 girls 2 guys go off. den one...
July 2008
24 posts
too tired to post.
i might be thinking.
sleeping ten hours a day doesnt really seem to be enough for me.
its not like that.
well.
i guess i just see things from a different light now.
i dont care that much about rules. in fact. i just wanna go SO NEAR to breaking them. just to irritate.
dont be pissed with me just cause you’re not part of us.
fall away, slip from my eyes.
i dont care if the floor falls from your feet.
dont be pissed with me just cause we dont care.
a road to nowhere.
“*Pirate voice* Steal his rum and get into an arrrghument.”
– synyster on what would he do if stranded on an isle with captain jack sparrows.
pt3
all right.
but she seriously does get things done.
one heckuva worker she is. trust her to complete everyone in record timing (:
i think everyone in cafe loves working with her, because she’s so punctual in ending work. and she’s a super nice person to talk with.
just ignore her when she turns bitchy.
:D we all love liping.
pt2.
3. she goes for massage every now and then.
-” AIYO, i one month nv massage alr lei. must call the ppl and arrange booking. and i only want that girl. no one else can do!”
4. she’s one heck of a club lover.
-“lets go MOS this weekend! purposely go on saturday, den all the HALLELUJAH people cannot go!”
5. she got the chao ah lian mentality.
-all kinds of...